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Darling! It's being long time since i call you darling. It has been a long time since i hear you call me baby too! I regretted, I feel that i'm gonna breakdown any moment soon.
Seriously, everyday i see you. You never know how i hard i wanna hug you. You let me feel that you doesn't care my presence at all. I know, it's me who initiated the break. &now, i regretted. Everytime, when we look into each other's eyes, i'm wondering, what're you thinking. Till now, i still don't believe what you had said to me are real. I don't want to believe at all.
Everyday, i'm like a fool, sitting infront of my lappy, like an idiot waiting for you to online. Just to know you're home, just to know you never block me. Everytime i saw you online, the urge i have that i wanna talk to you gets stronger. In my mind, there's nothing, but you. I've regretted!
There's so much i wanna say. There's so much i wanna ask. But, i don't have the courage. I've been wondering, why i let go so easily? You asked me, whether i want you to be serious or always joking? I want you to be serious, but i lied. I told you i want you to be always joking, I don't want you to change because of me. It's my fault, i shouldn't have blame you for being childish, or immatured. I regretted.
Maybe, maybe you forget everything that's about me, forget all the moments we're together. I know, we never being out for a lot of times. &reason is also because of me. I need to work. I keep putting you aeroplane. I know you're capable of hiding your emotions, but if you don't tell me you're unhappy because i've chosen work between you and work, i'll never ever know. You told me i should let out my emotions, so that you know what i'm thinking. But now, i know, you're the one who's hiding all your emotions. You let out happiness, you kept all your sadness, sorrows.
I've failed to be a girlfriend. Which guy doesn't like to play games? I shouldn't angry or sad because you spent more times at dota and anime than on me. I also spent all my times for work, and not you. But, you didn't blame me at all. Never, not even once. Thinking back, you were actually quite matured. It's me who's childish, petty.
I know, and very clear that, we can't go back.
Darling, just let me call you once last time, I'm sorry, but i still love you.
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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