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Somehow, i feel myself like a loner. Did i think too much...? I hope i did!
In almost all relationships that i have had, i'm always the one who hurt the most!
I know it very clearly, i sure will get hurt in the end, i sure will get damn tired.
But, i still can't stop the feeling from growing on different people! ): I hate that feeling.
In the past, i have a friend to talk to, to tell all my secrets to that person. But now, i felt that we're all drifting apart. No one to talk to when i need someone. No one to share my secret when i want to let people know! No one to console me when i am sad. There's no one anymore! ):

I need someone, to guide me on how to go on my life. I don't want to let and relationships or people to affect my life or even my emotions! I want a new life, i need a new life!