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Okay, i'm very tired now. But i still wanna post something.. Meet up with xw today, cabbed to keathong shopping centre for lunched. &thanks shihui for leading the road to the MRT station from keathong shopping centre :D Trained to bugis to shop, bought quite a couple of things, then off to FEP. Shop...shop...shop. Then bused back to BPP~ Went to buy some items, sat in MAC to wait for dennisng. He explained about the business he's having right now! Hmmm, i found out, it's actually really very difficult for me to make a decision. I think my family members have been to protective to me. I'm lack of confident! Seriously, i don't even have a percent of confident to do things or make a decision on my own. I feel so useless! I've no confident in taking the risk by taking out $400+ for business. I've no confident in doing well in the job, in finding so many pple to help me. I've no confident that i seriously will make some money. I've no confident! None At ALL! ): What should i do to brace up my confident. TO you guys, maybe $400+ is not a big amt. But to me, it is. It's my hard-earned money! Some are my parent's hard-earned money! I seriously can't afford to take a risk which i've no confident in. I don't know how to explain or describe the feeling i've now. But..., it's really confuse! I want to earn more money, who doesn't? Everyone wants to earn as much as they can. But. But. But. In my heart, in my brain covers with all the BUT(s)! I can't make up my mind. I can't! And i have serious lack of confident! I'm seriously very vexed nowadays! Quarrels, decisions, timetables, schools, works... I hate everything! I hate everything! & I mean it!
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