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I'm sad. Seriously, i'm! Nobody will exactly know how sad i am. No one! Why did he become like this? A scary + petty + fierce person. I'm in blame too! I shouldn't, shouldn't even want him to apologise at all! I'm in anger. I know that he doesn't mean to, he accidentally hurt me. But, because of a word "sorry" he didn't say, i fed up. I'm sorry! I shld be the one who's saying sorry! But i does not have the courage to do so. I want to, but i don't dare. I scare you will reject my apology. I scare you will start scolding me again. & I scare you scold me, and i'm unable to control my temper & shouted at you again.
Went to sch by own today just to get 3 textbooks which cost me S$132. And it's freaking heavy. I need to carry it to FEP and back to panjang again >< Back to panjang, buy somethings from BPP. bused home.
Went back home to put all the items. Out again with xw to SenjaG. Bought bubble teas, ice-creams and grapes! hahaha! She came to my hse, watched tv, talk talk, then she go meet ml.
Went to interview, it's successful, but family doesn't allow me to work this job. It's too dangerous for me?! SAD, going to find another job. I want to plan everyday packed! So, i won't have excess times to think other things.
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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