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Alright, back to blogger to post. I've started school, therefore will be busier than usual? Went out to cousin's outing on 28may! It was indeed real fun. Long since i had so much fun with them. But somehow, i seriously turn damn fcuking emo when the sky is turning dark. I know, i shouldn't turn emo as this will somehow affect the atmosphere. But, i can't control. Seeing you guys bringing your guys there, seriously, i'm really happy to see your so sweet and happy together. But on the other hand, i'm hurt? I dare not say out. I felt i'm like a log, i don't know how to respond when couples are playing, hugging... I don't know what can i do?! I sms-ed him during K, but... no respond again. My heart sinks was like sink from 20th storeys to basement. The feeling sucks. But i know, i can't express it out. &also i'm not feeling well that day, i swallowed 2 panadols that day, but to no effort? It still hurts! Till now then i found out, we actually didn't managed to take a group photo together. Either one or two were missing from picture.
Went out on my first day of school with xw. At 12pm, i rushed to The Cathay. Met her. Had lunch. Start shopping. First went to 313@Somerset, then walked to FEP. I think i spent a lot on that day. Bused back to LOT1. Then cabbed back to BPP. Then, walked home. I had a lot of fun with her seriously. I simply love to go out with her. Hopes she really don't mind. She knew what i mean. I doubt i can find another person exactly give me the same feeling that she give me in PSB Acad. Secondary friends simply can't be replaced by anyone! I miss the times yet there's nothing i can catch back the times that i've missed..
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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