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Had 3 papers today. [Math P1, SS and MT P3]
I don't know what to blog about. Have some unhappiness with friends.
I don't know how to solve it, I don't know how to initiate.
What am i gonna do? What can i do?
I'm wondering whether i should still contact with you not.
I didn't know, you will say so much to me. I didn't know i'll too.
You told me your problems, I envy you, but you envy me.
God is fooling us. I really hope, you'll be happy when you're back.
Treasure every moment with them, especially the small one.
They need you, & i believe, you need them too! Don't vex-ed about matters that're unecessary.
I know you can make it.
Be happy, my
After so many things, I learnt to smile ^^
I know the person i love, it's still
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我能躲你到多久？
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It's fast, 3 days of Superteen workshop is officially over.
Somehow, i can't bear.
On friday, what Dr Ernest Wong said, makes a lot of us cried like hell.
He's correct! How long we didn't hug our parents and tell them "I love you"?
It's long! From a kid till now, a teenager, it had been more than 10years that i didn't hug them.
From the time i understand everything around me, I begin to scare.
I scare to lost them. Yet, i do not know how to treasure them.
I make them angry, make them sad, make them worry, make them hurt.
I wasn't a good daughter in the past, but i'll be a good one from now on.
On my mum's birthday, the present that i gave her was only a card. But, I promised her that i will do well in my exams. She's happy.
I know, my parent's want me to get good results, who don't want?
Before the workshop, and on that day of workshop, I asked them again, whether they want to come to the closing ceremony?
Their answer is no, they need to work, and they're too tired to come to my school.
At first, i didn't feel anything, since they don't want to go, it's okay.
But, after friday, I really hope they could attend the closing ceremony.
On that particular day, before the ceremony start, while having dinner, I called my mum, i asked her, is Dad coming? My mum say don't know. My tears began to roll down.
I told her why i want them to come, what Dr Ernest Wong wants to tell them.
She knew i was crying, she said she was working and she can't turn up, she'll call Dad and ask him. After hanging the call, i regreted. I know my Dad is tired after working for the whole day. I sms-ed my Mum, i told her, if Dad doesn't want to come, it's alright.
My dad call-ed me, he ask me the timing. I told him.
During the ceremony, students were asked to stand up and clap for parents to come in to the audi.
The moment i saw my Dad walked in, I almost cried.
Seriously, it's the first time, my parent attend any of my ceremony in school.
I know they don't like this kind of ceremony as they can't understand English.
It's a long time since i hug a person. &yesterday, I hug a lot of people.
Went home, I did hug my Mum! I love them, and i really love them alot!
Without them, there will be no me.
But, I don't know why, I still can't say out the 3 words from my mouth to them.
"I love you".
I don't know why i just can't say out. I want to, but I can't?
I know that Dr Ernest Wong, Ken and Peter told us that, "what you say is what you get".
What I think is also what i can do?
I want to get 5A1.
It's the first time i had a goal. Seriously, past few years, I'm satisfied once I can be promoted to next year. But this year, I not only want to be promoted to poly, I also want to get good results!
And therefore, I should end this post here and go study! ^^
Last but not least,
Thanks Dad&Mum, Dr Ernest Wong, Ken, Peter, Teachers and Friends! :D
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Hello, I'm back-ed to post! ^^
Tmr is the first day of Superteen. My feeling is => Excited? Nervous? Boring?
I actually quite looking forward to this workshop.
I want to be motivat-ed to start revising, start my studying now!
&&, i really hope my parent's will be able to go on this coming sat.
But, it seems like none of them wants to go.
I don't know why, but i feel quite disappointed.
Maybe is like what Mr.Chong said, "once in a lifetime only"..
But, they doesn't wants to go, I have no choice either, can't ask me to force them ):
Forget it, since they don't want go, i'm acc by my friends! ^^
Looking forward to SUPERTEENS! :D
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TO: 哥哥！
哥，我不知道你还有没有读我的部落格。我只想告诉你，我不知道我还能承多久...我好累，好辛苦！我以前那个哥哥去哪了？是谁带走我那开朗，幽默的哥哥？还给我好吗？哥，你在进兵前告诉过我，要我好好照顾爸爸妈妈，但是，你是怎样对他们的？现在你却说，他们会自己照顾自己...爸爸妈妈已经老了，你是不是打算永远都这样对他们呢？昨天，送你回兵营的路上，我哭了.. 你知道吗？我在想，几时才能回到像以前那样，每次你回来都是开开心心的.. 每天都能听到爸爸妈妈的笑声，而不是他们问我，你今天有没有打电话回来！他们有多么疼你，你难道都不知道吗？你的改变很大，也很快，你就好像变成一个我一点都不认识的人，一个陌生人...跟你讲话，你不回应我，我不生气，反而，我好难过！好久，好久你没像以前那样，晚上到我房间来陪我玩，陪我聊天了！现在连跟你讲句话，都好难，好怕..
哥，我不要失去一个哥哥，一个以前多么疼我的哥哥！我不要失去一个疼我的人！我需要你们，没有你们任何一个人，我不知道要怎么办！你是我哥哥，是我最亲最亲的哥哥，我不要一个冷血的哥哥！不管是谁，把我我认识的哥哥还给我！！我要你替爸爸妈妈着想，因为他们都在为你着想.. 你知道吗，他们都好担心你叻！你要怎样才能回到以前那样?我的要求不高，只要你不对爸爸妈妈冷淡，就好了..我不在乎你对我怎样！看到他们伤心，担心的样子，我的心，痛了，粹了！我不要任何在我身边，关心我，爱我，疼我的人不开心！哥，我觉得你有事情才会有那么大的改变！我只想告诉你，爸爸妈妈对你付出的，比你想象中来的更多！一生只有一次，爸爸妈妈那么辛苦把我们养大，你也20了，也应该会想了，他们每天辛辛苦苦出外做工赚钱是为了什么？我多么希望妈妈能每天都在家里为我们做菜，我多么希望每天读书回来，家里不是空荡荡的。我想你也曾经这样想过吧？你不觉得时间过得很快吗？你20岁了，我也17岁了，这也证明，他们也渐渐变老了.. 你进兵也有一年多了，这一年来，是谁每次驾车送你进兵营的？我不知道你是怎么想的，我只知道，你现在所做的事是在伤害爸爸妈妈！我想告诉你，现在我失去的不只是快乐，我也失去了，一个曾经很疼很疼我的哥哥！
文彬，我不知道为什么每次你都要久久发一个信息给我，是要我永远记得你吗？而且，你传来的信息是能够让我再次为你哭泣的信息！我好想问你，你到底要我怎样啊？！你已结婚，已有孩子，已是爸爸了叻！我曾经很爱很爱你，我现在很想很想你，我以后会渐渐忘了你！这是我想跟你说的！如果你不是M'sia人，我想我现在爱的人还是你！但是，晓云比较适合你~希望你，她，还有那可爱的Darren会永远的幸福！放心吧，我现在还没把你忘了！^^
[曾经拥有的不要忘记，无法得到的更要珍惜，属于自己的不要放弃，已经失去的留作回忆。人生就像一张有去无回的单车票，没有彩排。每一场都是现场直播。把握好每次演出便是最好的珍惜。将生活中的点滴的往事细细回味，伤心时的泪，开心时的醉，都是因追求而可贵。日落不是岁月的过，风起不是树林的错。只要爱过等过付出过，天堂里的笑声就不是传说。再美的日子如果没有人牵挂也是一种遗憾。也许祝福只是一种形式，但的确能给心灵带来温暖..]
好长的一侧简讯，谢谢你！:D
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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