Yesterday, 3rd of July

Need not go to school. But, need to stay at home,
facing the screen of the computer and do homeworks given from internet.
No school = Many homeworks.
Many of us rather, School = No homeworks. hahaa!
Haven't finish every single homeworks, still left some undone.
At night, went to the pasar malam near my house. (Quite far laaa -.-)
Went there with xuewen & minglin. Play-ed the games there.
We like siao ones lo :P Looking for our childhood. hahaa!! :D
Around 9pm plus like that then reach home. Bro back-ed too! :D

Today, 4th of July

Time flies, so fast, today is the opening of the new indoor sports hall.
Went to the spring carnival in the early morning. Alot people reach-ed alr.
The whole school can be said almost fully pack-ed.
Didn't like the atmosphere, but still stay-ed in school for so long.
Just because of me, i break the stupid promise i make to myself ><
Headed to BPP after leaving the school, had KFC for lunch.
Then arcade in BPP, had alot of fun! :DDD
Walk-ed to the basketball court which is near my house to watch them play-ed basketball.
Went home to get change-d, &play-ed badminton with xw. Had fun too! Thanks!
Sprain-ed my leg, injured my toe while playing badminton ><
Luckily, monday no school :DDD Need to be home alone again ):


I know, i know i still can't forget you. If not i won't ask so many people for help today. I don't know why, at first i thought, i can let you go so smoothly, but, i never know, it's so difficult. I don't know why am i so stubborn, i told myself, you aren't that good, i don't know you well, I'm not your type. But, no matter what i told myself, i still can't control myself. You made me do so much silly things. Went back again just because of you. Looking for you almost for the whole day. Saw you, excited until want go bang head. Why am i like that? I don't want to be like that. I don't want to like you anymore, you're cold to me. Why? I hate all the people which kept saying about me infront of you. Makes you damn pissed off, and makes you even dislike me.

HUIEN, buck up! Stop all your silly actions. Stop thinking of scenes which will never ever appear in your life. Get back to real life please! Your future now is O'level and not him. Forget about him, and get back to what you're in the past. Just treat that you never know him before, treat that there's no such person call _______ in this school, in this country, in this world. Believe yourself that once you forget him, you'll get back to the old HUIEN which was cheerful, happy everyday! Throw away the mindset that contains him! Throw away all...! :'(

But I can't bear to! Shit me!!

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