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Oh fuck!
So many things happened over the weekend. I seriously hate weekend.
Nothing will happened if there's no weekend.
If he wasn't back, nothing will happened either. I really hate him.
But somehow, after reading the sms he send me after he left.
I felt sad, I didn't know i'm actually such a failure in this family.
I never thought that i'm such a person in his heart.
I don't know what cause him to change until like that, where's the one i used to know?
Yesterday, i cried and cried silently. Without letting my parents know nor he know.
I know, no matter how hard i cry, this will only bring "irritated" to them.
They'll think that i'm such a nuisance. Grown up so big, only know how to cry -.-
Maybe he's right, I'm fail to be a daughter. Totally a failure.
I never do house chores, always give attitude to parents...etc.
But do you know? How much i have change? After attending "superteens", i think that kinships are more important than studies.
I don't wanna make anyone of them angry anymore.
But, whatever i do, to you are all shits! You blamed me for acting "guai", blamed me for acting innocent. Is that what a bro should say to a sis?
I don't know how to face you when you're back. Rather, i don't want you to be back.
But i know, with this mindset, i'm selfish. Maybe i should stay out late, go home late.
So that, i no need to face you.
I will lock myself in my own room, prevent myself for seeing you.
In that case, i think will be better for the both of us.
There's no more relationship between both of us alr barhs..?
Somehow, i don't know how to treat you the way i treat you in the past.
Just to let you know, there's a lot of things that i have done, that you don't know!
Please! Please check out before saying me for acting "guai", acting innocent!
At least, i make the effort to act, not like you,
So many things happened over the weekend. I seriously hate weekend.
Nothing will happened if there's no weekend.
If he wasn't back, nothing will happened either. I really hate him.
But somehow, after reading the sms he send me after he left.
I felt sad, I didn't know i'm actually such a failure in this family.
I never thought that i'm such a person in his heart.
I don't know what cause him to change until like that, where's the one i used to know?
Yesterday, i cried and cried silently. Without letting my parents know nor he know.
I know, no matter how hard i cry, this will only bring "irritated" to them.
They'll think that i'm such a nuisance. Grown up so big, only know how to cry -.-
Maybe he's right, I'm fail to be a daughter. Totally a failure.
I never do house chores, always give attitude to parents...etc.
But do you know? How much i have change? After attending "superteens", i think that kinships are more important than studies.
I don't wanna make anyone of them angry anymore.
But, whatever i do, to you are all shits! You blamed me for acting "guai", blamed me for acting innocent. Is that what a bro should say to a sis?
I don't know how to face you when you're back. Rather, i don't want you to be back.
But i know, with this mindset, i'm selfish. Maybe i should stay out late, go home late.
So that, i no need to face you.
I will lock myself in my own room, prevent myself for seeing you.
In that case, i think will be better for the both of us.
There's no more relationship between both of us alr barhs..?
Somehow, i don't know how to treat you the way i treat you in the past.
Just to let you know, there's a lot of things that i have done, that you don't know!
Please! Please check out before saying me for acting "guai", acting innocent!
At least, i make the effort to act, not like you,
you don't even try to make them happy!
You does not have the "rank" to say me! You suck!!!!
Somehow, not only *she wanna jump down the building, i hate living in this family.
Even if small prob, you guys can also quarrel until like that.
When you guys quarrel, what can I do? Nothing! See, nothing again!
With all the problems i had, there's nothing i can do to stop/solve the problems.
I scare, there's too much thing for me to scare of!
I scare *you'll leave me, i really scare.
I tell myself, if you leave me, let me leave with you.
There's no point staying in this world without you! (I know nothing will happen to you!)
I scare i might make you guys disappointed with my O'level results. I scare i can't get the results that i promised to give you!
I told you on sat, about the guy i like in school for quite a long time. I don't wanna regret for not sharing my relationships with you.
You're the person who is most kin to me!
I scare, i scare if i shown my true feeling in school, friends will start to dislike me.
I scare, i may not be able to play with them like how we were in the past. I scare you guys thought i gives attitude, i scare you guys don't wanna talk to me anymore.
You does not have the "rank" to say me! You suck!!!!
Somehow, not only *she wanna jump down the building, i hate living in this family.
Even if small prob, you guys can also quarrel until like that.
When you guys quarrel, what can I do? Nothing! See, nothing again!
With all the problems i had, there's nothing i can do to stop/solve the problems.
I scare, there's too much thing for me to scare of!
I scare *you'll leave me, i really scare.
I tell myself, if you leave me, let me leave with you.
There's no point staying in this world without you! (I know nothing will happen to you!)
I scare i might make you guys disappointed with my O'level results. I scare i can't get the results that i promised to give you!
I told you on sat, about the guy i like in school for quite a long time. I don't wanna regret for not sharing my relationships with you.
You're the person who is most kin to me!
I scare, i scare if i shown my true feeling in school, friends will start to dislike me.
I scare, i may not be able to play with them like how we were in the past. I scare you guys thought i gives attitude, i scare you guys don't wanna talk to me anymore.
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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