It's fast, 3 days of Superteen workshop is officially over.
Somehow, i can't bear.
On friday, what Dr Ernest Wong said, makes a lot of us cried like hell.
He's correct! How long we didn't hug our parents and tell them "I love you"?
It's long! From a kid till now, a teenager, it had been more than 10years that i didn't hug them.
From the time i understand everything around me, I begin to scare.
I scare to lost them. Yet, i do not know how to treasure them.
I make them angry, make them sad, make them worry, make them hurt.
I wasn't a good daughter in the past, but i'll be a good one from now on.
On my mum's birthday, the present that i gave her was only a card. But, I promised her that i will do well in my exams. She's happy.
I know, my parent's want me to get good results, who don't want?
Before the workshop, and on that day of workshop, I asked them again, whether they want to come to the closing ceremony?
Their answer is no, they need to work, and they're too tired to come to my school.
At first, i didn't feel anything, since they don't want to go, it's okay.
But, after friday, I really hope they could attend the closing ceremony.
On that particular day, before the ceremony start, while having dinner, I called my mum, i asked her, is Dad coming? My mum say don't know. My tears began to roll down.
I told her why i want them to come, what Dr Ernest Wong wants to tell them.
She knew i was crying, she said she was working and she can't turn up, she'll call Dad and ask him. After hanging the call, i regreted. I know my Dad is tired after working for the whole day. I sms-ed my Mum, i told her, if Dad doesn't want to come, it's alright.
My dad call-ed me, he ask me the timing. I told him.
During the ceremony, students were asked to stand up and clap for parents to come in to the audi.
The moment i saw my Dad walked in, I almost cried.
Seriously, it's the first time, my parent attend any of my ceremony in school.
I know they don't like this kind of ceremony as they can't understand English.
It's a long time since i hug a person. &yesterday, I hug a lot of people.
Went home, I did hug my Mum! I love them, and i really love them alot!
Without them, there will be no me.
But, I don't know why, I still can't say out the 3 words from my mouth to them.
"I love you".
I don't know why i just can't say out. I want to, but I can't?
I know that Dr Ernest Wong, Ken and Peter told us that, "what you say is what you get".
What I think is also what i can do?

I want to get 5A1.
It's the first time i had a goal. Seriously, past few years, I'm satisfied once I can be promoted to next year. But this year, I not only want to be promoted to poly, I also want to get good results!
And therefore, I should end this post here and go study! ^^

Last but not least,
Thanks Dad&Mum, Dr Ernest Wong, Ken, Peter, Teachers and Friends! :D

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