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{“失去”真的很痛苦，
很多人都说时间可以冲淡一切，
但我却发现，
时间只会让伤口越来越清楚，
记忆越来越清晰...}
I almost sleep the whole day in school. ;P
I thought it'll be mre busy as N level is just next week.
But.. it turn out to be mre slack. ;X
Left only a few mre days to actual N level.
Yet, I'm not scare? No! I'm damn scare!
But, i still got no mood to study.
I don't know start from where to study. ):
Talk alot to T.R today. There're so many things that i don't knw. ;O
I can't believe it, really!
When did ___ become this type of person?
I'm shock, at the same time, angry??
The hatred for you in my has being growing.
How? Tell me what to do to stop!!
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{放不下的就是放不下，
即使已经知道失去了，
是人类的天生悲哀，
也是人类才有的情感；
也因为这样，
伤痕累累的由来。}
Have mothertongue MockExam the whole day today.
Did badly for paper2 as cher had alr finish marking ):
Next week is the start of N level, yet, I'm still here slacking. ;P
Tmr having english MockExam again? &SocialStudies lesson; remedial?
Was thinking whether to go not. Afternoon& night.
Cause i alr skip alot of socialstudies remedial.
Went bangkit after school. To POSB.
Bus-ed back to Greenridge, buy KFC& went home.
~The End~
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(Don't ask me who i hate, cause the person you all don't know)
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{终于 我打开了心底的那扇门
慢慢地对你说 请进来好吗？
你礼貌的对我笑了笑 说：
谢谢你的邀请 但我不能受困于任何地方 请保重
你说 然后转身离开
你忘了说再见 也忘了留下钥匙
于是那扇们打不开也锁不上
陆陆续续来了几支错误的钥匙
但我无法出声 无法回应
因为我捆住了 只能等待一把正确的钥匙
但那人却忘了 忘了钥匙在他身上
终于 我还是走不出那扇门}
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What the _.
I thought i won't think of you anymre since the day i give up.
But, why? I don't wanna dream of you.
&yesterday night, i dream of you so clearly! Very clearly!
&you don't look like a gangster anymre.
You're not wearing contact lenses, you're wearing your specs.
You did not dye your hair with weird colors. You remain the color i said it's nice.
You did not tattoo your whole body because i said it's not nice.
It's such a stupid dream, yet it's so real~
Stupid dream, stupid me!
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿...，
最后连朋友都当不成了，
一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方一句喜欢你，
如果没有回应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去..
&& I'm one of them.
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08-08-08
Something serious happen-ed on today.
Not BeiJing olympic.
Luckily, no one is hurt. I'm so scared at that moment.
Until my tears almost burst out.
No one should leave me without my permission.
I know i'm just being unreasonable.
But please, just let me be.
Never let me heard this kind of news again~
09-08-08
Happy National Day.
Although is national day, i still need to work ):
Nothing much happen today, but there're alot of photos i need to post up.
All Ezanne, haha! She's damn cute.
She mades me wanna give birth now. LOL~
10-08-08
I know you don't wanna to book in.
But, no choice, as what i've send you in sms, our situation're the same.
Just bear with it& the time will pass-ed.
Stop thinking about all sorts of weird feeling.
You don't make yourself to think, you won't feel that bad.
I miss you alot, loves you mre than anyone except parents.
Don't cry, I don't want you to book in too.
Make sure you take good care of yourself too!
If not feeling well, tell anyone beside you.
Goodnights! Loves (:
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Just to post that i've read your blog.
But, very tired to say anymre things.
*You say you just joking when you saying the dream out to me.
Alright, but you did tell me that you almost burst to tears.
You're too sensitive!
You know i'm always serious, yet you still give me this kind of joke?
When you tell me your dream, your face don't look like joking!
I'm not you, how i know whether you're joking or serious.
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Will post pictures when i'm free. Maybe monday??
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Okay, Read your blog. (:
How you know other pple stand behind me support me?
How come i do not know? I only know, after quarrel with you,
the friends i had left tingrui, char& angel.
As for i quarrel with my parents, the thing you don't know are too much.
ok, forget it.
It's only you yourself think that "everyone may think is your fault".
You aren't them, how you know what they think? LOL!
"everyone only looks at the surface of the problem, they do not know all the minor minor problems which led to major problems. all seems to stand at your there. i don mind, cause i knew wad actually happened, then is enough. i don care pple say or wad."
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You sure you dont care pple say or wad?? If you really dont care,
you wont be posting out that "everyone may think is my fault" & "everyone only looks at the surface of the problem, they do not know all the minor minor problems which led to major problems. all seems to stand at your there".
What you say doesn't mean what you think.
YUP!! I definately agree that this matter is within us.
But why mre& mre pple are involving?
At first, this matter starts with me, her & you.
But, why? WHY minglin wanna chap in?
Once you don't talk to me, all dont wanna talk?
Why they all goes to you? & not me? Why not once we never talk,
is they never talk to you & not me?
Did you really think of this qn before? This doesn't happen this time.
Is almost everytime!!! If you're me, how will you feel?
Seriously, from the very start you never talk to me& they stop talking too,
i hate-d you all! Really, how i hope i can transfer school immediately!
I still remember because i did write on a piece of paper last time.
Everytime, you only know "suan le, no one understand the prob, nvm ba".
You're not facing and trying to solve the conflict between us.
You're just avoiding everything& hope everything gets back to usual.
Sometimes, you tend to joke or lame to me, i know.
Sometimes really makes me laugh out loud.
Almost 4yrs, you still dont know me well. Sometimes, i wanna be mature&
think some serious matter too. Not everytime you joke or lame with me,
I'm also at the joking& laming mood.
Did you think of this before?
I did treat you as friend too.
But, when you tell me that you dream that me& him.
Telling me you saw all sorts of sms in my phone in your dreams.
& you almost burst to tears.
&&When you tell me if it's reality, you'll hate me.
What's my feeling that moment??
You're telling me you'll hate me over a guy.
Is that what a person shld treat her friend? I don't think so.
Did you really think before. During P6, how's our relationship?
We were very close although we just know each other. Am i right?
But what about now? You know huiluan& minglin. You've chang-ed.
I admit, i have change too. But i won't neglect you.
Why everytime i go out buy things or shopping, i always find you & not others?
Because i enjoy going out with you.
You never think any of this before, am i right?
You treat me as friend, do you know when you laugh out with them in the class,
what's my feeling? The feeling you give me is, without me, you're still so happy.
Do you think i like to be ____ in class?
I laugh with them in class, i talk to them& laugh. All i doing is revenge.
I don't want you without me still so happy.
I wanna let you see, without you, I'm also so happy.
& really, with tingrui& char, i had lesser pressure.
With you, I don't know the next min, what minglin or huiluan will say any badwords of me behind me.
My post hurts you.
Your action hurts me!
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Ms.Law said i look pale& keep asking am i sick.
LOLS, I'm not sick, seriously.
I don't know why i look-ed pale too~
Maybe because of them, sick of see-ing them in sch everyday.
Give me that type of stupid face, even she* also say lo.
You gives me stupid face, i'll give you back f*uck-ing face. ;O
I really don't treasure this friendship anymre.
If you read my blog, let me tell you.
Because of you, me& my parents quarrels don't know _ times alr.
I stand at your side, rebel my parents.
& lastly, this is what
Forget it. Since you don't treat me as friend anymre, then be it.
I don't mind. (:
& don't come sms-ing me saying sorry or whatever thing.
I won't believe you anymre.
Whenever i wanna take initiative to talk to you first.
Your face'll look like ___. How you expect me to talk to you?
Let's make the matter end. Alright?
Yours & hers face look really ____. I don't know how to say.
Let's end our friendship on 2oo8 (:
Goodbye, my friends!
loves 17dec07
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I wanna close this blog down, forever& ever~~
I'm tired!!
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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