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I'm so Confuse-d =/
I'm gonna give-up.
No use waiting anymre. Since he treat me as strangers.
Let's be stranger from this min onwards.
Nothing Last~~
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Oh
I leave a stupid comment on his friendster.
I can't believe i do it.
What'll i get back? Maybe a scold? A insult from him?
But at least, i won't have regret right.
Read a story from someone's blog.
Had it on my mind too.
FRIENDS, if one day, you all didn't recieve my calls, smses, emails..
No communications at all. What'll you all do?
To him,
Seriously, i'm craving for you.
From me.
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Home-d.
Yesterday night, too much things happen-ed,
which makes me forget that i'm having a socialstudies Mock exam today.
I forget about it totally yesterday.
I wrote about 4-5lines, & i start to scribble on my foolscape.
Wrote alot of stupid words on it.
Actually nothing much happen-ed in school today.
Only that, she's not here today.
But, she'll be in sch tonight night class.
What i gonna face again? It hurts me when i heard how she says me.
How she plann-ed all the storys out.
I really wanna know, what's her plan? What's her intention?
Mathematics was the last lesson for today.
I feel that Mr.Chang treat me weird today. I don't know why either.
He keep calling my name. Even when i went to office with him to take the w/s.
Actually gonna go out with mum, but she don't want me go.
Later got night class, gonna go night class. Tired~
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Till now, I'm still wondering, shld i leave a comment for you?
Your picture keep changing. I'm glad that, there's still way for me to contact me.
Is just that, shld i or shld i
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让她替我爱你...
Today actually shld be a short day.
But, was ask to attend MT remedial. {Whole Class}
Mathematics in the beginning of the day.
Did nothing much as Mr.Chang keep saying jokes; shooting people. ;X
English is always a slack lesson. Haha.
Didn't eat anything during recess. Don't feel like eating.
Went back to class, & someone emo started.
Trying hard to make her happy& smile. But, i fail-ed. ):
After recess, Mr.Fauroni went to course, therefore, free period.
Relief t.cher pass-ed worksheet for us to complete it.
Didn't really do it, was listening to songs. Thinking about something esle.
Last lesson of the day, English again.
Mrs.Manjit loves to tell us story, but sorry, i didn't really hear what she says.
I was tired, very tired.
Went to ITlab2 after school for MT remedial.
Did don't know what oral thingy. Read aloud& record. Fun~
Went to JE immediately, to pass her the money. & back-ed again.
What a boring/useless trip. :O
如果当初我知道会变成这个样子，我不会，真的不会多管闲事。
对不起，除了跟你们说对不起之外，不知道还能说什么...
现在我都不知道要怎么办。
爱情世界本来就是两个人的事，我不应该管太多的。
管得太多反而会让三个人都尴尬。
希望你们能够有个完美的结局。
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我该怎么做？
如果你觉得我很多管闲事，对不起！
我只是希望你们能够在一起。
不要等到后悔了，就来不及了。
对不起！
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我还爱你吗？
其实有很多男孩都不知道，女孩在生他们的气后自己转身却在哭泣。
假如女孩不喜欢男孩，她根本就不会去在乎他，关心他。
如果男孩是真的爱女孩，不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么都不讲就冷漠离去。
男孩要知道，男孩离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角却是含着泪。
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突然找到以前写给文彬的信，他离开我后的信。
4张稿纸，我用了4张稿纸。好长哦。哈哈！
我当时写后，并没有交给他，因为我想既然要结束，就应该结束得彻彻底底。
我读完那封信后，才茫然发现我已忘了好一段和他的回忆。
我问自己，这是好事还是坏事？
我已经失去他了，是否也是时候失去和他的回忆？
表姐和朋友都觉得在我喜欢的男孩中，我最喜欢的人是文彬。
是真的吗？
现在呢？我连我喜欢的人是谁都不清楚. ):
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我不知道你当初要跟我在一起的原因。
因为你不说，就算我再怎么问，你还是不想说。
当初，我很喜欢你，不管你用多少个女孩来气我，我都没有放弃。
所以，当你问我要不要在一起时，我没犹豫多久，便答应了。
是我天真，单纯，还是你太奸诈了呢？
我到现在还是不明白，为什么你要那样对我？
是要我远离你吗？是要我恨你吗？
我再也想不到其他的原因了，还是最残忍的一个?
你从来都没有喜欢过我？
我想过很多方法去找你，但是，好像是老天不要让我联络到你...
Friendster我不能add你，因为我没有你的email。
也不能add message,因为我的friendster有问题...
现在唯一的方法能够联络到你的只有透过她...
但是我应该吗？？
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我不知道你的性格是真的还是装的！
Having POA Class test today.
Every teacher who giving class tests to us said the marks're included in our report book.
I think i'll fail this time again.
I didn't study for it the day before. I was watching tv, using com. ;P
In the morning, then i start to browse thru the worksheets.
Forget it, I know i won't pass this time. ):
After POA, PE lesson, didn't run as told to. Walk-ed only 1round.
Then play-ed badminton with friends.
Didn't eat during recess, just drink a packet of drink.
Change-d.
Thought Ms.Law didn't come, but in the end.. )):
She was explaining/teaching about chinese compo for the whole 2 lessons.
But seems like no one is listening to her. ;S
Most of the students in class were sleeping& she don't care.
C.D lesson, talk-ed about old folks.
I promise my parents, i won't send them to old folks home no matter what.
&&I mean it! ;D
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Went to woodland with X.W after school.
Eat LongJohn, play-ed arcade. Fun, but hand numb. Haha.
Went to RP, take something from friend.
Almost lost. haha, the school too big. ;X
Saw someone which i don't want to see.
X.W lo, what she said had come true. LOLS.
He call-ed me 3 times. &all i didn't intend to pick up.
I know i'm bad, but if i pick, I'm the most bad person in this world.
Sorry, today such a rush. But in the end, still can't catch up with time.
Thanks! I've a nice day today.
P.S. I want go POSB. ;P
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如果我说我_你, 你能不能再给我一次机会?
Happy Belated Birthday to Ang Yen Ann
Happy Birthday to my Dearest Brother!
Finally done my F&N cousework& hand it to cher today.
This coursework had dragged for a long time.
Finally, really finally.
Stay-ed at school until about 5pm to finish my coursework& wait-ed for them.
Reach-ed home& now blogging.
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I don't know why your attitude can change faster than me.
Maybe i should learn from you more. ;P
Just that, do you know, your actions irritates me& _ _
Hope the other days, you won't be like that.
Cheer up& be happy ah! :D
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Actually, today was a short day in school.
But it turn out to be a long day.
Right after school, F&N students stay back to redo or change the coursework.
I had finished, but, can't print as the printer can't used ;X
I'm now thinking how to solve the prob now ):
After everything was done, XueWen, MingLin & HuiLuan acc to go home.
Reach-ed home, then went to SenjaGrand with M.L & X.W.
Lunch-ed, go NTUC buy drinks, sent M.L to Bustop.
She bus-ed home& X.W& me playing at the fitness corner.
Chit-chat, went to NTUC again to buy things.
Home-Sweet-Home.
I'm having a happy day. With all the friends around.
Even without you, Nicholas Lee, i can also continue my life.
Although can't forget you, although you don't really like me,
I'll try my best to forget everything about you.
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I wasn't aware that i think of you so much each day.
I really don't know what to do.
I've view your friendster so many times.
But, i can't find a way to contact you. Except leaving comments.
But, i don't want to leave comments which anyone can read.
I think I know who is the girl who make you so sad.
Who make you love her so much.
But, since she don't love you anymore& had a bf, why not carry on with your life?
I know, you'll think, it's your life, no one can control your life except yourself.
You always show me this type of attitude when i wanna care about you in the past.
I was thinking in school today, why that time i wanna break with you?!
Why i give up so easily, more easy than others.
Even i know the relationship won't last, i don't wish the one who want break is me.
I miss the times, the times we're sms-ing with each other.
I wanting to take your number from *her in sch, but.. i didn't dare.
Who can tell me how to contact him?
Even if he hates me, i don't mind. I just wanna tell him something.
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Last day of school of this week.
Piles of homeworks appear again, just because Mon. is Y.D.
After school, went home immediately, bathe& went out with X.W.
Went to BPP plaza Mac to eat first, then start to do our History Project.
While doing halfway, saw 4 guys, look like girls sitting quite far away from us.
We keep laughing all the way. We were discussing what sex are they. ;P
After awhile, they went out. To smoke.
Then sit right outside where just beside us. But with a big big mirror in between.
They were all tattoo-ed. Suddenly, one of the guy knock the mirror.
&& i just looked out& he show me his fingers.
I was shocked!! ;O
After that, no matter how many times he knock, i die die don't wanna look out.
X.W told me that, the guy knock the mirror, the other 3 are laughing.
What the (:
After that, they were gone, something in my mind, that is PHEW! ;X
Saw someone in the Mac too, Girl, I'm sorry.
I don't have any mean to snatch him from you! Don't be enemies with me.
He's only my bro ;D
MingLin came after her oral, but, we finished our project! ((:
Went o KFC to have minglin lunch. Headed to play Arcade after that.
Home Sweet Home~
'll be working this few days. So find me thru my number. ;DD
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In school was feeling quite low today.
The reason: I don't know why either. I only know I'm scare!
Not scare of the English Oral tmr, but something esle.
I don't know why, the feeling in me is confuse.
Everything is like, not reality.
Somehow, i was thinking, what for we come to this world?
We come with nothing, parents bring us up.
We study for our future. We work for our living.
We marry to create a family, we give birth to create a complete family.
But in the end, we will still turn old, and went to a far far place.
So, why do we come to this world to see other pple's face?
To let other pple scold? To give temper to parents? To riots?
I don't understand, I really don't understand.
For example, you study so much. Until you get a uni degree.
So what? *touchwood. One day, if you met an accident and just gone like that.
You can't take away all your belongings, all your money, even your uni degree.
(We come here with nothing, We return with nothing)
iloveyou, daddy& mummy! <3
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Went out just now to post office to collect my registered mail.
Then, went to BPP to eat lunch.
Walk, walk then went home.
*I really hope that you can contact me automatically.
Although i'm the one who decided to cut all contacts with you,
I'm regret, truly regret.
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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