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Finally we are okay!! [:
Hope that throughout the yr will be alright.
I need to tolerate!!! i need to control my own attitude.
Think they are now enjoying themselves in the chalet ba.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY to SAMUEL.ANG
HAPPY B.BIRTHDAY to GERALDINE.TOH
HAPPYBIRTHDAY IN.ADVANCE to WEE.YONG.
26mre days to my birthday. wahaha~~
Went to buy present for G.T after sch. &buy some other things.
hmm, for myself. haha :P
Bought a shoe which cost me $39.90.
Bankrupt now& heartpain~
I'll treasure the shoe as much as i can! LOLs.
Bought a necklace for G.T which cost bout ____.
Aiya, i spent about $30 in accessories shop.
Hmm, bought a polo tee, a hoodie& NF short.
My pocket now got a big big hole, tmr must go mend the hole.
Reached home at about 4pm, then slack..
Gonna find a guy to spend my time with, even if i
Thks for not forgetting me. I'm scare, after a few week,
you'll eventually forget me,
that's why i send a goodnight msg to you. [:
Hope you wont think i too irritating this time. ;P
Will i get to see you tmr& sun? I'm working~
I'm happy that we're still friends.
Although i'll still think of you most of the time,
I'm trying very hard to change the feeling towards you.
Maybe 1day, you'll heard me calling you kor.. haha.
Anyway, i'll happy that i didnt lose any friends.
Going out with cousins& bro on march holidays.
i'm waiting for the day to come& remain
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I'll miss you de, bro.
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I've passed my combined science by 1mark[:
haha.
Dontwanna getback anymre paper lahs. Feel damn ___ after taking the papers.
&this cause me to change into another person.
I wanted to be quiet, &yet you keep disiao me, come make me.
I'm really wondering, izit my wrong to treat you like that or, is that your wrong?!
Half of my soul told me is my wrong, i shldnt talk to you in this manner.
But..., another half told me is your wrong for being so wild.
I think, i'm only taking revenge at you.
Cause, last time, or can say quite many times, i called you by your name,
but you chose not to ans me. I dontbelieve you cant hear me.
So, today, when you talking to me, althought i knw,
but i chose not to ans you at all. Until you say, you talk to me, but i've got no respond.
I've talked back, you're just stepping on my nerves.
I dontknw your innocent is act one or really you sound/look innocent.
You just dont understand me at all.
I admit, i'm not the HUIEN that you knw from pri6.
There's too much things that cause me to change, toomuch& you wont understand.
I'll want to change back to what i'm like in the past, but..
teach me, how?! I've long forgotten how was i in the past.
&please refresh back on how you treat me.
Everytime, almost everytime, you guys just treat me as a invisible person.
& do you knw how much it hurts me?
You almost everytime turn your body& face her, your back face me,
how you think i'll feel?
You make me feel that i'm just a useless friend.
A friend when you need then come find me that kind of friend.
I dontknw is our attitude crash, my attitude sucks or
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Can i lived in my world?
Let me
Let me
I dontknw the betrayer in your blog is me anot.
Although you tell me isnt me, but i'm still feeling scare.
I dontwant to betray anyone.
If i really did, kindly tell me okok?
Cause, i dontknw who are you talking about. Iknw i need to wait for the time to ripe[:
I knw you wont get to see this post. Cause i change it as private blog.
& i think i've done alot of things that pissed you off or make you angry ba.
I think i keep showing you guys attitude.
I'm sorry, i'm sincerly sorry.
I've got no mood to joke with you guys sometimes.
All i need in sch is some quiet time, so, sometimes, i only smile back to you when you say a joke,
or something funny to me.
Not i dontwana laugh, is just that i really dontknw how to laugh out loud.
I knw, you got your own prob too, i mean, everyone has a prob.
That's what you told me in the past.
But, i dontknw how to be like you, throw all the prob aside, &went to sch happily.
I promise you, i will cut-off my attitude& my unhappiness in school till the lowest.
SORRY
Can you tell me, what are you thinking exactly?
You come to my uncle's shop& buy things from me 3times yesterday.
&you ask me "is that i really want"?
You shld knw better, what i really want. But..
whatever i want, wont get to your agree.
So, all i can chose is to do what you want, chose what you want.
You shld ask yourself, not me, is that the relationship between you& me that you really want?
I knw, i hav chose to be stranger, but i dontwnt to.
Yesterday night, you walk past me, like other stranger walking past.
My heart sank! But, thks for your msg[:
I'm really happy!! I wont doubt you anymre. I'll believe you.
Cause i knw, you are the one that can change my mood the whole day.
_____, I LIKE YOU
&i'm serious.
we are from different world - that's what you& mine thinking.
we are impossible - that's what your thinking.
I wanna tell you. In my life, i can knw you it's alr my fortunate.
Mre& mre pple i knw, mre& mre my relatives were leaving me.
Mre& mre stupid& shocking news went to me. &all seems to happen so fast.
It all seems so unreal..!
so, i dontknw, maybe one day, i'll just leave this world suddenly.
So, dont push me away anymre. PLEASE.
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Yesterday posting craps again.
thinking back, is it worth for me, is it fair to me?
think failing most of my subs this time,
eng~, math~, poa~, socialstudy~, history~...
almost all the subs. )':
Tomorrow having physics CT1. I'm wondering, will i be able to make it?
I've no mood to study, dontwish to read anything. I only want to slack.
What the hell had happen to me?!
I'm scare!! Scare to fail my N. But, i dontfind a way that'll make me desperate to study.
My mind is full of rubbish&
I've make up my mind& send him the msg. I want to remain as stranger.
I dontknw how he thinks, but he didnt reply me anymre.
&, i almost tell him, if can, change your workplace. Dont let me see your forever again.
I've sort of hating him, but i promised myself, i wont hate anyone,
&of cus, including him.
Shld i forgive him? Forgive for whatever he did to me?
Forgive that he break his promises?
If i nev knew you in the first place, i think my life wont be so confused.
You are just like the 2nd WenBin.
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我们的认识是一场错误。
当你叫我给你我的号码时，我犹豫了..
但最后我还是给了。
过后每天，不管是早上，下午，还是晚上，
我们都会一起聊天，聊到我睡着为止。
这样的日子，我很快乐[；
但这样的日子并不长久，你答应过我，不管发生什么事，
你都不会不跟我说话，你也答应过我，不管怎样，
你都不会对我说谎，不会骗我..
你一个承诺都没有做到。
我不明白为什么你不要喜欢我，我不知道为什么你不要它发生。
如果你要我放弃你，你就不应该在我要放弃你的时侯来告诉我，
你交你不喜欢的女朋友是因为你差一点喜欢上我。
你要我恨你，要不然就做陌生人。
你知道吗，你很残忍！你就好像在玩弄我的心情。
我的脑细胞因为你，死了很多。 我不知道要怎样把你从脑袋里挖出来。
你妹说的话让我对你失去了信任..
你是报复，还是真心？告诉我，好吗？
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
ChinLiTzuan
I'm really wondering, what's your intention of talking to me again.
Or, am i thinking too much?
Your one sms can make me feel damn depressed the whole day.
At first, i thought you send to the wrong person.
But, after i've reply you, i knw, you didnt.
But, i really want to knw, what makes you willing to talk to me again?
I asked you, you dontwish to tell me.
This makes me think weird. &of cus.
anyhow think~
Tell me, tell me, tell me.
What are you thinking?!
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sorry guys, my com is spoilt.
Currently using my bro's laptop.
Got anything, why not get me from my handphone? [:
It's fast, cny is over. Valentine's day is going to over soon~~
ohya!
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!
haha, no matter you are single or attached.
If you are single, hope you find a person you love.
If you are attached, hope you& your partner lastlong! [:
Yesterday, saw your smile,
saw the way you look, you're handsome, that's all i can say.
with your hair colored gold and not blue-green.
I dontknw whether you did come to my blog not, cause you did view my profile.
and those words that i recieve either from you or from your sis,
the mre i think, the mre weird it is.
If the owner isnt you but your sis, she dontknw me, why she tell me so much?
Dontwant me to be another "victim"?
But i can hardly believe that your sis knw so much matters about me& you.
&, the way your sis type the msg, is almost the same as you.
Shld i believe that the one smsing with me isnt you or is you?
I thought your sis is married? I thought she is pregnant?
Then how come she can sms with me until midnight?
But, the last2 msg, shocks me. The question that you/your sis ask is ridiculors.
& i can confirm that isnt love. That isnt the way of loving a person.
you are not cold-blooded,
you choose to be cold-blooded.
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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