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Okay, Read your blog. (:
How you know other pple stand behind me support me? How come i do not know? I only know, after quarrel with you, the friends i had left tingrui, char& angel.
As for i quarrel with my parents, the thing you don't know are too much. ok, forget it.
It's only you yourself think that "everyone may think is your fault". You aren't them, how you know what they think? LOL!
"everyone only looks at the surface of the problem, they do not know all the minor minor problems which led to major problems. all seems to stand at your there. i don mind, cause i knew wad actually happened, then is enough. i don care pple say or wad." ** You sure you dont care pple say or wad?? If you really dont care, you wont be posting out that "everyone may think is my fault" & "everyone only looks at the surface of the problem, they do not know all the minor minor problems which led to major problems. all seems to stand at your there". What you say doesn't mean what you think.
YUP!! I definately agree that this matter is within us. But why mre& mre pple are involving? At first, this matter starts with me, her & you. But, why? WHY minglin wanna chap in? Once you don't talk to me, all dont wanna talk? Why they all goes to you? & not me? Why not once we never talk, is they never talk to you & not me? Did you really think of this qn before? This doesn't happen this time. Is almost everytime!!! If you're me, how will you feel? Seriously, from the very start you never talk to me& they stop talking too, i hate-d you all! Really, how i hope i can transfer school immediately! I still remember because i did write on a piece of paper last time.
Everytime, you only know "suan le, no one understand the prob, nvm ba". You're not facing and trying to solve the conflict between us. You're just avoiding everything& hope everything gets back to usual.
Sometimes, you tend to joke or lame to me, i know. Sometimes really makes me laugh out loud. Almost 4yrs, you still dont know me well. Sometimes, i wanna be mature& think some serious matter too. Not everytime you joke or lame with me, I'm also at the joking& laming mood. Did you think of this before?
I did treat you as friend too. But, when you tell me that you dream that me& him. Telling me you saw all sorts of sms in my phone in your dreams. & you almost burst to tears. &&When you tell me if it's reality, you'll hate me. What's my feeling that moment?? You're telling me you'll hate me over a guy. Is that what a person shld treat her friend? I don't think so.
Did you really think before. During P6, how's our relationship? We were very close although we just know each other. Am i right? But what about now? You know huiluan& minglin. You've chang-ed. I admit, i have change too. But i won't neglect you. Why everytime i go out buy things or shopping, i always find you & not others? Because i enjoy going out with you. You never think any of this before, am i right? You treat me as friend, do you know when you laugh out with them in the class, what's my feeling? The feeling you give me is, without me, you're still so happy. Do you think i like to be ____ in class? I laugh with them in class, i talk to them& laugh. All i doing is revenge. I don't want you without me still so happy. I wanna let you see, without you, I'm also so happy. & really, with tingrui& char, i had lesser pressure. With you, I don't know the next min, what minglin or huiluan will say any badwords of me behind me.
My post hurts you. Your action hurts me!
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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