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(How much tears can i change you back?)
Went out today after school around 2pm. Went to return books and borrow books for my mum. The reason i can't go out with you is because this. I got the thought of explaining to you but, i was lazy. I was wondering, what's the meaning of explaining? I just simply don't like to explain, I don't know why too. I'll fix a time to go out with you, ok? Sorry anyway. Then went to marsiling after that. Something happen which force me to decide. I just hate to decide between to things or two matters i love so much. I can't hold my tears anymore and i burst out. At that moment, I really don't know what to decide. I know, no matter what decision i've decide will hate one of them. But i love both of them so much. Do they know how hard was that for me to decide? I was emo-ing all the way from marsiling to home in the bus. There's nothing i can do to stop the hurt between them. Bro, i need you home! I miss you so much, this home can't without you. I hate the government, why, why all guys need to serve NS? They took my bro's time which he can be with us . They make me feel so lonely, so sad. They not even torture him, at the same time, also torturing me.
I think i should leave you behind and carry on my life with our memories. I really do miss the times we were together. But, what can i do to hold you back; hold the time when you dotes me, love me, the way you disturb me, those nights you acc me sms. ________, can i have those times back from you? If tears can bring you back to me, i don't mind cry as much as possible i can. Remember this, I like you, but i don't love you. Simple, the reason i don't love you is: I don't dare to. I know it'll be more hurt.
Overall feeling: Sad, Hurt.
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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