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Can i lived in my world? Let me die in the presence of no one knowing. Let me rot in the presence of no one knowing.
I dontknw the betrayer in your blog is me anot. Although you tell me isnt me, but i'm still feeling scare. I dontwant to betray anyone. If i really did, kindly tell me okok? Cause, i dontknw who are you talking about. Iknw i need to wait for the time to ripe[: I knw you wont get to see this post. Cause i change it as private blog. & i think i've done alot of things that pissed you off or make you angry ba. I think i keep showing you guys attitude. I'm sorry, i'm sincerly sorry. I've got no mood to joke with you guys sometimes. All i need in sch is some quiet time, so, sometimes, i only smile back to you when you say a joke, or something funny to me. Not i dontwana laugh, is just that i really dontknw how to laugh out loud. I knw, you got your own prob too, i mean, everyone has a prob. That's what you told me in the past. But, i dontknw how to be like you, throw all the prob aside, &went to sch happily. I promise you, i will cut-off my attitude& my unhappiness in school till the lowest. SORRY
Can you tell me, what are you thinking exactly? You come to my uncle's shop& buy things from me 3times yesterday. &you ask me "is that i really want"? You shld knw better, what i really want. But.. whatever i want, wont get to your agree. So, all i can chose is to do what you want, chose what you want. You shld ask yourself, not me, is that the relationship between you& me that you really want? I knw, i hav chose to be stranger, but i dontwnt to. Yesterday night, you walk past me, like other stranger walking past. My heart sank! But, thks for your msg[: I'm really happy!! I wont doubt you anymre. I'll believe you. Cause i knw, you are the one that can change my mood the whole day. _____, I LIKE YOU &i'm serious. we are from different world - that's what you& mine thinking. we are impossible - that's what your thinking. I wanna tell you. In my life, i can knw you it's alr my fortunate. Mre& mre pple i knw, mre& mre my relatives were leaving me. Mre& mre stupid& shocking news went to me. &all seems to happen so fast. It all seems so unreal..! so, i dontknw, maybe one day, i'll just leave this world suddenly. So, dont push me away anymre. PLEASE.
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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