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爱情不像图书馆内的一本书, 会静待你十年后再揭开它. 它是书店内的一本流行作品, 只有数个月的寿命. 只要它的销量下降, 就不会再出现在书架上了.
男孩, 不轻易哭泣, 只有面对最爱的人, 才会放下自尊. 女孩, 不轻易哭泣, 只有太爱一个男孩的时侯才会变得脆弱. 男孩, 如果有一个女孩为你哭泣, 请不要放弃她, 也许一个选择会毁掉一个人... 女孩, 如果有一个男孩为你哭泣, 请拉着他的手, 因为...他真的可以陪你走完一生...
即使我们不是恋人, 我不想当的朋友, 我不想听到你跟我说客套话, 我不想听你跟我说对不起. 即使不可以拥有, 我宁愿不再见你, 我要你我心目中, 永远留下完美的记忆!
明知道爱你不会有结果, 为何还如此执著. 为你付出所有, 你竟不顾一切就走 明知道爱你只是继续错, 为何还如此脆弱 已经习惯有你, 已经不能将你摆脱...
对不起, 我始终无法放下你. 当我想放下你的时侯, 她却出现了...
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Last day of school! :D went to places today. Lot1 at CCK, causewaypoint at woodlands, and SunPlaza at sembawang. Bought a couple of things that i need and clothes too!! haha. Tmr gonna work again((: i am broke la, need money, somemore..still own my mum 20bucks!~ hmm, ehhh. hmmm, ehhhh.. i dontknw what to post le, althought got many things to type.. but, lazy la. so, end here will do okay?! hehe :)
I've got it all, but i feel so deprived. I go up, I come down & I am emptier inside. Tell me what is this thing that i feel like I'm missing. And why can't i let it go..?
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Just reply tags here. Post tmr! ((:
Char: haha, yea. maybe is 心理作用. I miss take that guy as him. But i knw, it wasnt him. so there's nothing to regret. i knw((: you must also smile everyday and goes on with your wonderful holis!!
XueWen: okay, even very small matter, i will not hestitate to find you. haha!! ((:
RuiSheng: why never go school today? Pon ar? relag okay. Dontleave home, leave le, where you gonna stay?
HuiLuan: haha, i have a bright future? I dontknw lehs. After the hairwash you all gave, it's like give me a brainwash. Will cheerup and be happy because of you all!!
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I had cut off all the stupid relationship with him. And we promise that even if we saw eachother in the street, we will treat eachother as strangers! iknw that is hurting to me. but, i doesnt have any choice but to do this in order to forget him and stop thinking of him. char, if you read my blog, i wanna tell you, i did, i did wish them. They had married(: and, it is him who told me personally. I dontfeel sad, but..i feel rather happy. He asked me whether we can be still "good" friends? i told him, no, i am sorry, i cant. it's not i dontwanna be friends with him, to me, it is difficult. I dontwanna be a third-party anymore. It is always the third-party who get hurts the most. but...today, i seems to be regret for cutting all the relationships with him. Attended the elective module lesson today. -hairstyling- it's fun. haha. help huiluan to straighten her hair. and.. 3person help me to wash hair in a CLASSROOM. haha. but, i love them so much. this is the first time i grow so big, still got pple help me wash hair. haha!! saw a guy, yup, a guy! with his bigbig eyes. he looks like him, the him which i cant be friends with. she also told me that, which make me even more regret. at first, i only thought is i think too much, but... the more i look at him, the more they look alike. but i knw, the both of them arent the same pple, and wont be the same pple. it makes me feel so damn confused again. yesterday, cried for almost 2hr locking myself in my room. quarrelled with my dad, suddenly felt that no one in the world cares for me from their hearts. Cried as much as i can, let all the tears that i have to roll out from my eyes, down from my cheeks one by one. Never so regret before. NEVER!
to you, i am nothing,
but..
to me, you are everything!
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ohya, onemore thing. HAPPYBIRTHDAY to EDISON.ONG (((: 
onemore yr older le hor. Be more obedient. dontalways make your mum or anyone angry okok((: and..dontmake me angry too. if not..i dontknw can control anot. =P
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How i wish i can hug you tight like this forever.
No school today((: but didnt went to work either. Feel weird when seeing my mum off to work. went out myself.alone.lonely.oneperson. buy presents. for those who i haven give. sorry! nothing to post lehs..! tmr gonna go work, cause broke alr. plus, i owe someone60bucks lehs..!! nextweek is the lastweek of school, nextfri gonna takeback our reportbk. then, holidays! heh((: dontthink will get the chance to see friends nor classmates for the 2mths. dontfeel like going out during the holidays. so..dont ask me out. scare dontknw how to reject you guys. but, i confirm will miss you guys de la, unless i forget whoyouall are.
Before i met you, i neverknew what it was like to look at someone and smile without any reason.
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HELLO!~ back to post((: gotten back all my results. 1failed& the rest pass. although pass, i am not satisfied with my results. It all like at the border line!? I only knw my overall english marks which is for the whole of 2007. 62/100 and.. the rest, i think i donthav the face to type out. haha:D I am happy today, cause the nextmorning, i dontneed to think of what sub i haven taken back my results. Dontneed to scare that i will fail this fail that. :DD happy with my friends today. especially HUILUAN and the DUCK. haha. shld i call that duck or..?? actually, i think if the duck is a livingthing, it might be very sad now. Friday dontneed to go school~ promotion day, i can be promote la hor..? Gonna find presents!!! and spend money. talk about money, my handphone bill come, guess howmuch it cost? hehe. $117something. *shock
不知为什么, 听见你告诉我你已结婚了, 我并不想哭. 反而替你高兴叻.. 可能是因为, 是你回复我吧~
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Suddenly feel so lonely today. Got kinda of feeling that people that i hope to see, people i wish to love, leave me one by one. No one gonna care about i feel, not gonna care how hurt i am, they just walk away from me and leave me alone without any hesitate. who can pull me up from the dark? who can? who can? who can? 为什么我始终放不下你? 如果变心的人不是你, 而是我..我想我不会那么痛苦吧. 我好想知道我到底是在执著什么. 今天不知怎么了, 就突然很想很想, 真的很想你. 好想痛哭一场!!
我怀念你叫我老婆的日子,
更怀念你问我是否能叫我宝贝的日子!
我想你, 我更想爱你!!
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Examinations are over! but it is also the time for us to worry about our results. I dontcare how badly i had done, i only care whether can i be promoted anot. This few days, my stomach weird weird de. Sometimes dontfeel like eating, then can whole day donteat. If wanna eat, then i will eat up all the food in my kitchen. haha, so... i decided not to eat!! i dontwanna grow fat, although i alr fat. haah.
只要你开心, 我什么都愿意!
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Examinations not over yet. left with 3mre subjects!! i am scare~ really scare! i dontknw whether can i be promoted to sec4 nextyr anot. I had totally lost all my confident. I feel more relax with friends during exams period than normal lesson. i dontknw why either. or, is it i had think too much? nowadays, feeling not right. am i troubled or am i stress?
if he dont worth,
what esle in this world worth?
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that is what i want you to do everyday; i love you((:
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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