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我只想知道为什么他们每次都要用不会达成的承诺来承诺?
为什么他们要在伤害人后才离开她? 为什么他们就不能单单爱一个人? 为什么他们总是不认真?
人只有一颗心, 不是一百颗心. 我知道他们的心并不是黑的, 他们并没有那么坏. 他们只是喜欢有新鲜感, 但他们却没有想到, 他们会不会伤道身边所关心他们, 所爱他们的人呢?
what are guys? i reallydontknw.
The most i dontknw is, what are they thinking in their mind?
Do they still knw how to think about others before doing anything that might hurt someone? Cant they just spare some thoughts for some people?

Life are precious, no matter what kind of family background that person come from.
We should always treat him/her as human being like what we want others to treat us like.
Maybe, today you saw me, tmr i maybe gone? *touchwood
I am not going to cut my hair? i dontknw, i really dontknw.
the news i get is really very shock and hurt to me. I dontknw where to cut my hair.
It makes me hurt, really. It makes me really damn hurt.
I dontwant anything to happen to pple around me. Even if is someone who had no relations with me.
After what JM told me about her, i got kinda a shock feeling.
If i were her, maybe i donthave so much strength to carry on.
but as for her, she is strong. Much much stronger than how i think of her.
really! God, although, i dontquite believe in you. But please, dontmake anymore innocent pple get hurt or get sick anymore. Especially pple around me, pple who care for me, pple who help me, pple who i love to talk to them with. They had become a part of my life. You just suddenly take them away from my life, how am i going to get use? I wont get use, i dontwant to get use.
Dont make me into a no feeling, no heart, even no emotion person.
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had a shocking news today in school;
pple told me that mrlee is pervertic.
ohmy, the way he looks makes me think so, but it never makes me so scare to get near him.
but now, even if he smile and look at me, my hair stands.
I not criticise him, but it's truth.
I dontknw whether they said is truth anot, but it makes me scare of him(: