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HappyBirthday t0 JERR0LD QUEK!
12.40pm jiu reached home lerhs. Didnt went for meeting as Jiewei say i need not to go, so i never go. MingLin they all went to BPP for their lunch and went back to school for their CCAs. Today seems to be a short day. First lesson is MotherTongue, the time flies fast. Yea, very fast =)) Next History, MrLeong came quite late, by the time we settle down in the studyroom at lvl1, i think is about 9.15am le barhs. I dontknw what's wrong with me, i keep laughing and laughing during history lesson. MrLeong thought i was laughing him, no, i wasnt alright. Dont misunderstand :( During F&N, our teacher didnt come, but we still need to complete our "task anaylsis" by the end of the lesson. Recess time, actually dontintend to go down, but then.. hehe, cus of some reasons, i went down. During English lesson, i wasnt listening to MrLee, i was listening songs in my handphone. I feel so damn lonely today. I gonna be mad!! ='(
[who will accompany me?]
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生日快乐，颜文彬!
and and
HappyBirthday to LESLIE PEK!
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我不想忘记你
我在向前走却好像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
Chorus
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
Repeat chorusX2
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School reopen today! I am so damn tired today, maybe is because of the stomach cramp. Firstly, i gonna say sorry to xuewen, i say i wanna go senjagrand with you today but i didnt, i scare that you dont get to eat your lunch. I am really sorry worhs. Cause of me, you also didnt go. Went to school at 8am with xuewen like how we did in the past. We were ask to go to the hall at about 8.30am?! All of us were like having the same reaction, so troublesome yea?! haha =X Headed to the hall until mrlee came to the classroom and called us. Mrseet was talking so much in the early morning until i wanna sleep and of cus my butt is pain. The first lesson i had for today is Chemistry, cause mrseet took away our first lesson, mothertongue. Nothing much happened in school today, just that my stomach very very pain.
[2mredays]
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I reached home. Today is the last day of June school holidays. So fast, really fast. And i love this June holiday, i really did. I never touch my school holiday homework yet lehs, howhow? I am not going to see him tmr until Sat. Haha, i dont think that both of them are couple nor husband and wife. Dontknw larhs, maybe i think too much. Okay larhs, end here. Donthave the mood to continue writing. See you guys in school TOMORROW.
[3mredays]
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I'll remember you
Am i happy today?! I dontknw, but it seems like i am "high" today? In the morning, i am totally so restless, i dontfeel like doing anything except sitting there looking in the daze. That's all i wanna do, haha, so stupid right? I have know 2 friends while working. But i dontknw whether they are couple or what?! They both so funny and cute. In the morning, i didnt saw him. I thought he didnt come, so my temper got bad?! haha, but...dontknw how to say larhs. When about 3pm, i went there again, i saw him. But...got somekind weird weird de feeling. Hmm..dontknw what kind of feeling either. Justnow, when about to go home, the big sister ask me over to chat with her. haha, but i didnt get the chance to. =( nevermind, sure got chance de?! Dontwish to talk much. haha. Just that, i am happy!?
[9mre days]
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Post Post Post. Actually nothing to post lehs.
I shall not say more about myself. I need some privacy. Anyway, today, i feel happy and at the same time sad?! What kind of feeling is this? =( i dontknw. I am so vexed nowadays, many things happen to me. And too many things or matters for me to think. Tmr need to go for another wedding dinner, dontknw at where. How i wish can dontgo.
I shall post till here larhs. nothing to post.
goodnight guys [:
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What should i do? what should i do? Am i in love in you?! I not sure, i really not sure. But i can say is i still CANT forget wenbin. The way you look at me melts my heart, the way you smile at me make me happy, the way you act makes me want to go near you. But but, i cant. There is a girl beside you, yea you. Is she your girlfriend or...?! I think i should STOP thinking about you and carry on my life. What if you are a second him? what should i do next? Cry again or get hurt again?! I dontwanna this type of life anymore. But how can i control this type of feeling? HOW?
[Girl, i am not talking about you.]
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YANPING:) haha, ok. takecare too.
ZHENWEI:) sorry sorry. haha, how you manage to link to my blog?!
XUEWEN:) haha, of cus. anything feel free to call me yea. =)
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I am so tired to post!! But because of someone, i SHOULD post.
You maybe think too highly of yourself, and i DONT care. What i care is how you say about her okay?! I dontknw why you say her say until like that. I also dontknw what did she done wrong. I only knw that you anyhow scold her, and even use vulgarities on her. And you make her misunderstand by others, you are the one who create the problem and yet you wanna her to setter the problem for you?! Dont you think you are far too much? C'mon, you are already 15yrsold, think through. Dont keep thinking that guys and fashion or other what "Lian" did are all rights. I also knw that quite a number of guys like you, but that doesnt mean that you can show off or..?! What you post/write makes her heartbreaks and wanna cry. Be more reasonable yea?! She accompany you again and again, but in the end, what did she get? Get all the promises and backout? And one more last problem, i dontcare is who copy who. If you wanna to say that people copy you, than what about that when someone buy that thing first and didnt get the chance to use it. And you also bought the same thing after he/she had bought, and you get the chance to use immediately. In the end, at the same time, you both use the thing. And you say that he/she copy you, dont you think it is very damn unreasonable?! I wanna say things clearly here, not i wanna to fight or quarrel. Is just that, you treat him/her damn really unfair.
[I am still thinking of YOU?!]
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CHAR:) CHARMAINE! (:
XUEWEN:) nono, never go lerhs. wahhaa. =))
SHINI:) YOU must takecare and enjoy too yea. =/
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Quite a number of days never update lerhs. Tomorrow i am not going, cause dont feel like going lor. Maybe going out with xw next week to watch movie?! I still not sure yet. She ask me to post today, so i so obedient, post today. haha =) This few days quite tired, SAT, i am going to my aunt house at about 5am something barhs. She is getting married. woohhooo, first time my relatives marry, i go her house so early. hehe =X Too many things happen during this few days, especially is HIM, dont ask me who is him. Cus i dontknw either. =( haha, just a guy who works there too?! But...i...dontknw larhs. But i can sure i never stop loving another HIM.
Xuewen, i still love him. No matter what, even he is married. But i wont be the third party anymore! Third party is always the one who hurts. And of cus, i dont wanna to spoil their relationship.
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Yesterday went out with my parents. Went to AMK Hub, go there shop shop. Buy quite a number of things that i need. Then went to BukitTimah to buy dinner for my bro.
Just now, in the early morning, at about 8.30am, my dad and i accompany my mum to dental in Jurong. Waited for about 1hr sia, so damn long. =( Then went back home to rest awhile. My parents cook porridge, and some dishes, we eat le, go out again. Went to woodland to do something. Headed to CWP to repair my phone in NOKIA, waited also for about 1hr. Next week then can go take my phone sia. ;( so dont call or sms me in this few days. i willnt be able to reply you. After that went to TM and Century Square. First time eat MAC with my parents in MAcdonal sia. hehe, so happy.
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Here to post some pictures.
I had my hair cut, arrghh, my fridge so short can. so ugly. The mirror, i accidentally broke it. Nothing much to post about.
You are Silver Fawn, who tends to give an impression of being difficult to grasp what you really mean.
People find it hard to know what you think and what you like, no matter how often and how much they talk to you.
Your mysterious atmosphere makes you look like a cold hearted woman, but all the more, you stand for femininity.
You are composed of both natural caution against men and passion for your own life.
A feudalistic ideas and passion for artistic things exist along side each other inside you, and are kept in good balance.
You are full of fantasist ideas, and tends to be rather dreamy sort of person.
Nevertheless, your attitude towards life is extremely steady.
You are not interested in real life, and you don't have many relationships.
You can show astonishing vital power when it comes to long term businesses.
But you tend to withdraw into your shell, and be unable to bring out the trust you have among other people.
You should try and mingle more often with others.
Although you are very unique and have the mysterious atmosphere around you, you tend to get interested in natural and ordinary things.
You should create an environment at home, where you could make use of your personal interest and your life mission.
After getting married, you will lead a steady life.
There may be a possibility that you may take an active part outside your home.
I did this from my cousin's blog. Am i really that cold? Am i really that difficult to know me? Should i change or..?
aiya, dont care larhs. haha.
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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