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myy parents just cant understandd what i want ..
theyy just don koe .
theyy think that byy don allowingg me tuhh go out ,
will stopp me from turningg bad - worst .
i tell yyous , if i wanna tuhh turn badd , nth can stopp me .
i cann turn bad wherever i am .
STOPP givingg me too much STRESS ...!
i want more freedom .
do yyous all understandd ..?
FREEDOM~
todayy both 3F andd 3G havingg POA test .
eh , quite difficult lor .
will i fail ..?
i seems not tuhh have anyy confident in doingg myy test this yr .
i don koe whyy , just got NO confident at all .
i get back myy math test marks todayy .
although i pass , but i still think i did veryy badlyy .
feel veryy tired in sch todayy .
andd duringg assemblyy , i veryy high .
when singingg the national anthem , myy heart suddenlyy felt veryy pain .
i don koe whyy , just feel veryy veryy pain .
pain until i cant breathe .
not heart-break that kind of pain .
is reallyy pain .
i just feel that somethingg bad is gonna tuhh happen on me .
don make me fall in lovee in yyous again .
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i want tuhh watch movie ...!!!
"生日快乐"
who wanna acommpanyy me watch ..?
i wanna cryy in the cinema !
i want watch movie ...!
because of yyous ,
i give up in relationships ..!
because of yyous ,
i don trust any relationship le ..!
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OMG .. who cann come andd helpp me ..?
i am startingg tuhh hate pple aroundd me because of HIM ...
i start not tuhh talk tuhh pple aroundd me andd make them think i not happyy with them ..
what shld i do ...?
who cann helpp me ...?
pull me upp from the darkness ...!
who cann stopp me from hatingg ...?
i feel reallyy damn sucks todayy .
i don koe what happen tuhh me , i just feel weird from the tym i recieve his msg .
GOD , stopp foolingg me cann ...?
i cant take it anymore ...!
i reallyy cant take it anymore .
i must well endd here ...!
no onee understandd what i want ..!
todayy i ask myy parents a not important question .
i ask them , if i wanna go out , what tym i must be back home ..?
theyy never ans me serioslyy .
theyy take it as a joke ..
whyy ..?
i am veryy serious about this .
i still wanna tuhh ask them more questions .
i wan tuhh ask them , in their heart , i in what age then cann stead ..?
although i alreadyy stead b4 le larhs .
i want tuhh koe what theyy are thinkingg .
i wann tuhh tell them about HIM ,
but i think theyy will kill me bahx .
aiyaa , i don koe la .
endd here .
stopp me from hatingg someonee .
before it is too late ..!
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todayy veryy tired laa ..
i wannt tuhh make things clear at here .
i won fall in lovee with other guyys ...!
cus the personn i lovee is HIM !
i doubt there is someonee cann replace him in myy heart .
in the earlyy morningg , spontaneous writingg again .
no mood tuhh write lehs ..
i don koe whyy too , just cant think of what tuhh write .
keep laughingg with minglin lor ,
then the mr lee keep lookingg at me .
DAMN IT kkays .
he sayy i keep laughingg , then wadd ask me don CRY ...?
what he meanns ...? whenn did i cry ...?
stupidd sia .
went tuhh physics lab duringg physics lessonn .
i still donno go there for what ...
i just look in the daze for the whole lessonn bahx ...???
thenn LESLIE PEK hor , keep usingg myy surname tuhh call me .
kao , i tell yyous , enough le hor .
i also got limit de hor , hahas .
no la , i never angryy la , just abit flare upp .
i wannt the lyrids that he wrote for myy SURNAME ..
i wannt tuhh see "how well" he had wrote .
hehes ...=x
skipp social studies la , nth tuhh talk about .
after recess , is F&N .
12.30pm cann go le , not go home la , is go cca .
hahas =xp
sian lor , i got nth tuhh do in the meetingg .
almost quarrel with jiewei , cus i reallyy think he is unfair tuhh the sec 2 bahx .
so i speak upp lor ..
first tym i speak upp in ava meetingg lehs .
hahas . i coward right .
just now in sch , i like siiao de lor .
don koe whyy too .
too high le la .
gonna let myself cool downn .
i reallyy wannt tuhh know whenn he gonna come back ,
cus i reallyy miss him veryy badlyy .
i miss yyous , did yyous hear me ...?
don let me wait anymore .
love someonee is so hardd ;
whyyy ...?
just because i lovee yyous ...!
understandd ...?
if i spell yyour name wronglyy , pls forgivee me .
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in e sch , i think of him whenever , or rather wherever i am .
i just cant stop thinking bout him .
teacher is teaching infront , friends beside , i am in e classroom ,
but they will never ever realise that my heart is millions miles away from them .
i have lose my heart to him ; and i don intend to win it back at all .
maybe i shld concentrate on my studies before he cum back ..?
what shld i do ..?
he seems to be very very very far from me .
i miss yyour smiles , i miss e way yyou look at me ..
i did tried my best to forget yyou , but i really cant make it .
i am really sick and tired of waiting .
i felt lost without yyour guidance ,
i didn't know how to express my love for yyou.
i regret , i did regret .
my life was totally empty without yyour smile; yyour love .
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don koe what to blog bout ..
快点回来...!
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many things happen todae ..??
yeahs , it did happen alot of things .
e spontaneous writing in e morning irritates mii .
e first lesson for todae is Mathematics .
i don quite understand wad mrsyam is teaching ; quite confusing instead .
social studies next , carryon ytd e mini-test.
andd , during English class , i and XUEWEN were lyk siao de .
i don koe wad happen to us ..
last lesson for todae is F&N .
went down to e library to put our baggs . and went canteen , eat .
buy our food , went bacck to classroom .
saw 3F guys playing "catching" ... ; so cute arrhs .
but i flare up cus of something .. forget it .
went to cca after that , in e IT lab 5 .
happen too many things in e lab le ,
i don wish to rake up e unhappiness again .
let's forget it then .
you make me cry everynight .
i miss yyou too much ; cum back ...!
i am still waiting for yyou !
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PROMISE MIIE..?
PROMISE MIIE THAT YOU WILL BE BACK...!
答应我 ，答应我你会回来。
不要离我而去 ，就像以前一样。
不管你有没有叫我等你，我都会等。一年？ 两年？ 或三年。
不管几年我都会等。
因为是你 ，所以我愿意等。
我不要再听到你说我会后悔 ，我要告诉你。
关于你的所有事情 ，我都不会后悔!
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nth happen much today.
just feel very 没有力.
very busy in the sch for the first 3 lessons today;
first lesson went to library for history. SIAN~
went to IT lab for F&N.
after that went to chemistry lab. we were late..=OPPx
and RECESS.
mother tongue next...change place again.
and i am sitting alone now.
from now onwards i will hate going for mother tongue lesson.
our form teacher never go school today.
so don't nid to see him..! YEA..=X
just now when going to S.G with xuewen, i called him.
i feel so weird lehx.
就算你不爱我了，求你
也要记得还有我爱着你。
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yeah.
i am here to blog bout TODAY..!
hehes.
i love today de sch tymtable larhs.
first lesson ish derhs ENG larhs..
it SUCKS kkays.
after tat ish PE!!!
went down to derhs basketball court...!
then derhs mr soh ask we all to stand according to sex and height.
but we don koe how to stand according to height.
(sex of cos we koe! onli gort gals and guys)
so mr soh ask we all to run around the sch 3 rounds.
we did not even do any warm up lehx.
what the ***k
hai~
no choice but to run.
run under the rain somemore.
after PE ish the POA lor.
the teacher seems lyk abit kiasu lehx.
always so early cum de.
no matter how early he cum, no matter how well he teach...
i still don koe what he talking bout.
die..!
nv went to recess larhs.
cos lazy.
hehes. =x
den don koe why suddenli think of something den i don wish to talk.
can say don feel lyk talking to anyone.
after recess ish MOTHER TONGUE.
went to next class..
nth much happen dere;;;
den ish math lor.
also don realli understand what mrs yam talking.
cos, i gonna fall asleep.
too tired lerhs.
de rest i don want say out lerhs lar.
veri veri sian lehx.
what more you want me to do?
go find yyou? i did.
i cant all the tym go find yyou right.
yyou say yyou love me; but why..?
i don feel anything from yyou?
or izzit...we are too far away from each other;;?
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不是我不要去找你。
而是我根本出不了，我妈不让我出门。
是你让我相信爱情是有永远的，
是你让我相信这世上是有天长地久的。
你说你能等我3年，我真的很开心，真的很开心。
我知道要你等我3年对你来说是很不公平。
但我真的放不下你。
我好怕，我们的感情会因“距离”这两个字而淡掉。
我总觉得我越想靠近你，你却越走越远。
因为你，我懂得了什么是真正的爱。
因为你，我努力做出最好的给你。
因为你，让我知道爱一个人的味道，酸甜苦辣包括在内。
因为你，让我懂得在乎你，关心你。
我曾经想过要放弃这段感情，你也知道，而且还生气了。
不是我不爱你，是因为我太爱你了，才愿意松手让你走。
好多时候，我真的很想知道你在想什么。。。
我不会猜你在想什么，我不懂要怎样才能知道你在想什么，
我没有你的朋友那么了解你，我需要你告诉我你在想什么。
不要离我越来越远，不要离我而去，好吗？
在我心里最深处的人是你，让我变坚强的人是你，
让我心痛的人是你，让我胡思乱想的人是你，
让我掉泪的人也是你！
我告诉你，我从来都没有后悔爱上你，
现在没有，我想以后我也不曾会后悔。
我知道你不会看到这些，但我要告诉你。
我爱你！
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5 January 2007;
school reopen for 3 days lerrhs.
this is the first tym i post when sch reopen .
todae is CCA registration day.
i did go and re-register myself in Media-Club.
i write my name and went off.
hehes. =x
walk around in the sch after tat.
then wait for the tym to come.
12.30pm.
cn sae i rush home de bahx.
cos i wanna go out wif xuewen after school.
we went to JURONG.
and i saw HIM ..!
yeps! its HIM..!
omg , my face red until lyk an apple.
and.....
so hot !!
he saw me too.
hehs , his boss saw me too.
PHEW .. i tot his boss will scold me.
but he did not , he even bring chairs for me & xuewen to sit.
thks man.
hahas..
walao, his boss keep making fun of me lor.
my face more red.
i had a sweet memories on that day.
i love him more and more when each day pass..!
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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