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I had cut off all the stupid relationship with him.
And we promise that even if we saw eachother in the street,
we will treat eachother as strangers! iknw that is hurting to me.
but, i doesnt have any choice but to do this in order to forget him and stop thinking of him.
char, if you read my blog, i wanna tell you,
i did, i did wish them. They had married(:
and, it is him who told me personally. I dontfeel sad, but..i feel rather happy.
He asked me whether we can be still "good" friends?
i told him, no, i am sorry, i cant.
it's not i dontwanna be friends with him, to me, it is difficult.
I dontwanna be a third-party anymore. It is always the third-party who get hurts the most.
but...today, i seems to be regret for cutting all the relationships with him.
Attended the elective module lesson today.
-hairstyling-
it's fun. haha. help huiluan to straighten her hair.
and.. 3person help me to wash hair in a CLASSROOM.
haha. but, i love them so much. this is the first time i grow so big, still got pple help me wash hair. haha!!
saw a guy, yup, a guy! with his bigbig eyes.
he looks like him, the him which i cant be friends with.
she also told me that, which make me even more regret.
at first, i only thought is i think too much, but... the more i look at him,
the more they look alike.
but i knw, the both of them arent the same pple, and wont be the same pple.
it makes me feel so damn confused again.
yesterday, cried for almost 2hr locking myself in my room.
quarrelled with my dad, suddenly felt that no one in the world cares for me from their hearts.
Cried as much as i can, let all the tears that i have to roll out from my eyes, down from my cheeks one by one.
Never so regret before. NEVER!
to you, i am nothing,
but..
to me, you are everything!
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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