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*I'm really sorry about all the vulgar. Please forgive.
BITCH! BITCH!
I had ENOUGH! Even i talked to another person, "OTHER" people also wanna know what we talked about. Dontyou think it is damn ridiculors? You didnt change at all, is just that in the past i didnt know what kind of people are you. It is me who change damn loads right? I wontbelieve you anymore! I hate you to the core!! You guys treat me good when you all wants to or in a good mood, and when you all dontfeel like talking to me, i become TRANSPARENT to you all right? It should be you who should reflect and not me. I think it carefully, because of you, i change. I had stop scolding all the vulgar. But what about you? You are the one who starts to scold when i stop. Yesterday i only scold "fcukingass", you immediately turn your head over and ask who scold that. Please larhs, i didnt scold you okay. Even i wanna just say one vulgar out also cant ar? Or.., you also wanna to control my life? My parents dontgive me freedom, you also dontwanna give me freedom? I get scolded by my parents most of the time is because of you. But do you know it? I scare, i scare that i will lose you this friend if i tell you. All you guys know is "把自己的快乐健在别人的痛苦里" Everytime, when we quarrel, you will say i give you attitude, and complained to me that whenever i didnt talk to you or when i am sad, people will start to ask you what happened to me right, you tell me also no use, you should tell the person who ask you. It is their choice to ask you, not i ask them or force them de right. So how can you bring out this topic when we quarrel? Be fair alright?! You hadnt be fair to me since last time, no once before. As i say many times, you can change 360 degree celsius into another person, before and after huiluan or minglin come to school. It hurts me, do you know that. I am now fucking damn angry!! And, huiluan, i dontknw what i did that makes you so unhappy about me. You three are always the same. One person doesnt want to talk to me, the other 2 also dontwanna talk to me. Nevermind, i had enough. I dontwant to see yours faces again. You say i give attitude when i didnt, so i DECIDED to give you attitude right after recess!! It doesnt feel good giving others attitude okay. You are giving attitude to me too, so why arent you blaming yourself but came and push all the wrongs to me? I tell you guys, one day i sure become MAD. And one day, you all shall not see me in school if this carry on. If you dontbelieve me, let's shall see. I dontcare about anything now. I dontscare of anything now, even wants me to die, i am prepared. I am angry, damn angry!! what can cools me down now???!!!!
Just return home at about 4pm something as when to dental. thanks tingrui for accompany me. It tooks 1hr to help me with the fillings. Somemore need to go to the "Health Promotion Board" or the "National Dental Centre" to do further treatment for just one teeth. I wanna to say, just help me pluck out that teeth will do, dontneed so much trouble. haha!! i also dontknw what happen to my teeth. 1/4 or that teeth is missing?! hahaa. The dentist nurse told me that my teeth are lack of calcium and are soft. haha, SOFT??! So arent all my teeth gonna break down soon if it is all soft? Had a bad day today. In the morning was fine, but...after the morning assembly, all started to change. I feel like "something" had gone into my body. I feel so angry, and damn mad suddenly. Really suddenly. I cant tolerate how they treat me anymore. In the past, i use to tolerate, and didnt make any sound or noise since they dontwanna talk to me. But this time, it's really weird man, i dontknw where do i have the courage to show them my attitude. I am thinking, why are they like this. If they were me, will they be happy? or...they cant even tolerate? Now, i just hope and transfer school immediately!! I dontwanna see them anymore. shit it. And, i promise myself, i not gonna go to the same poly with them, if i go into the same poly, i rather go ITE. better off! ARRRGHH, forget it. I not that angry anymore. Thanks tingrui for being my listening ear. haha!!
Hey, boy, do you know that when i was feeling damn low, the first person i think of is you. I dontknw why either. I just wish that you can be my side and listen to me, talk all the craps. Make me happy, make me feels that there is still someone who really cares for me. But, where are you? I didnt get to see you today. You didnt attend school today again? You told me that you yesterday that you will attend school today de. Or.. izzit, you didnt recover? I treat you good, and treat you cold sometimes is because, i dontwant we to be too close. I dontwant jianwei they all know we know eachother. If not, he sure will shout in the class de. Sorry, maybe you think that i am giving you attitude, let me tell you, i am not! okay? And dont think too much. You should know what i am referring to. Believe me, dont suspect me, it hurts me too.
26'MARCH92
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