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FINALLY !!! all the common tests are over! YEA ~ so happy, but also worry, worry for my marks. I got type of feeling that i might fail more than 2 common tests this time. I burst into tears during Chemistry class. It is just because, i am too worry for my result, i found out that i had many questions wrong in chemistry paper. Am i going to fail? From so far, i know that i had done badly for some of my subjects, although i didnt fail, i think i had done very badly. What the god had gotta into me? I suddenly get so high during History, teacher haven marked our paper, i scare scare sia. hahas, hate school now. How i wish i can quit school now, immediately. I dont want go school, dont want study, i dont want friends. I hate you guys now more and more, who can help me stop this feeling? Since last time that matter, you guys seems to change? Or am i the one who change? I dont know, i just felt that you guys doesnt want to tell me something? So in that case, i didnt tell you guys much about my personal after that matter. Am i wrong to do that? Friends dont need to know everything about each other, am i right? Friends are just friends, everyone needs privacy. And you, are asking many things that are related to my privacy. Everytime, i am thinking whether should i tell you? Because that are my personal matter, my personal secrets, why should i tell you? But if i never tell you, you starts to show me faces. Forget it, let's not talk about it anymore. I had enough, but i wont say out, cause i dont want our friendship because of these words to being affect again. I am just writing out to put out my anger in this blog. Let's change subject, today having PE lesson, we were told to run 2 rounds around the school and is without timing de. I ran with Jessica, she ran so fast!!! hahas, we played badminton after the run, i feel like i am having a bathe after PE lesson. My hairs are wet and my shirt is wet too. I felt so blessed when i am playing badminton with them, i dont know why do i have this kind of feeling. Maybe i am mad~
never say i love you, if you really dont care. never hold my hand, if you are going to break my heart. never say forever, because forever makes a person cry.
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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