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Am i wrong in the start ? I am sorry , i really dont know that things will become more serious . I never thought that such things will happen , i only think that it start silently and eventually end silently too . I am sorry , because of me . all because of me , it start from me . If i never know him , i think nothing will happen , am i right ? and you wont get into this state . NOW , i dont know what should i do , to help you . shld i carry on to meet him up after my exams ? or , just forget him ? SHLD i force myself to forget him once again ? or just let the time to decide for me ? I think alot of things after what ____ say to me about you , i think i had the responsible to explain everything to them . but , i really scare ! i scare my parents will find out my relationships with them . I had their numbers too , and i even talk to them alot of time . Am i wrong to keep my stupid mouth shut and without confess anything to them ? I know that it is not my fault that your numbers fall on his hand , or not my fault that you fall in love in him . But i defintely know that it is my responsible that your number had a chance to fall on his hand because of the relationship i had with him . and i know it also my responsible that you fall in love in him . If he never gave your number to him , you will not fall in love with him so easily or so eventually . It is all my fault . I am sorry , really sorry . I dont know what can i do to mend all the wrong path that i took and cause you all the trouble . I am so confused now , should i stop you from talking to him or ...? what should i do ? i am scare that i chose the wrong decision again and i will hurt you once again . Tell me , what you wanna me to do ? I know that love this matter cant change , you cant change the feeling towards a guy or a person . and i know you are that type of person that once you decide something , you wont because of a small matter or misunderstand and change . There is nothing more that i can do or say now , i know whatever i do or say now turns into a piece of shit . Nothing can help you now , i only can say , i am sorry ! really sorry !
i am so tired today ! Having a hard day at woodland ~ hahas , but a happy day . and a thoughtful day too , i think of many things or matter today . I ask my mum , what if i fail my history . I really scare that nothing will go into my brain . I scare i fail again and again and will not pass in the future . And when i ask my mum this question , i almost burst into tears . I can see from her face or expression that she dont want me to fail or she dont wish although she told me that dont get zero can lerhs . She did not give me any stress during this common test but i am giving myself alot of stress . I am scare ! i scare of failing any one of the subject . I scare that i will lead my parents into disappointment .
Boy , i am still loving you although you cant see this post . I hope that i can tell you that i still love you . but now , in this situation , i chose not to tell you . I chose to keep those words in my heart forever . I am still thinking whether i should still contact with you or your friends . Or should i leave you alone and let you live your own life and i live mine . From the start , i am wrong to tell you i love you and start a relationship with you . I had chose the wrong path in my whole life . Everything turns out to be so ______ .
Shld i or SHLD i NOt ?
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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