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21May, Monday I didnt go school. hehe, first time pon sch seh. Heard from someone that 20 people from our class didnt go either. I wonder how's MRlee's reaction, haha. I think he dont even care de barhs. Went to work with my mother, nothing to do during work, just stacking the goods.
22May, Tuesday T0day is E-learning day, but i didnt stay at home to complete all my homeworks, instead, i went to work again. haha. I done the history only as i only recieve history assignment yesterday night. AND and, you know what, i fail the test. OHMY, but nevermind larhs, it says the marks will not be track nor counted. haha, i do the work in a rush lehs. Hope that mrmohammad will not scold barhs. :)
23May, Wednesday I am in school now, using school computer to post. I didnt go for any camp, i dont feel like going and my parents dont wanna me to go. So, need to report school for 3 days. ARRGH.., so boring larhs. Tmr need to wear PE attire for dontknow what amazing race. How i wish tmr dont need to come. I had finished all my E-learning tasks and mothertongue paper too. Only that got physics and POA worksheet haven do. Got one month marhs, haha. slowly slowly do =) Not very happy nowadays, because of the same matter larhs, haha. I can still laugh, that means, i thought it over and over again, i know what is the right decision.
I give up lerhs, i say i wanna wait for him no matter how many years, 1 yr, 2yrs or 3yrs, i will wait. But now, it is really the time for me to face the reality and give up; to let go. He is going to marry, i am so sad and of cus shock to hear from him. =( But that night, after i recieve the news, i still can still sleep till so well, haha. Maybe i am really too tired lerhs. I need to cope with many many things, studys, relationship aand work. After that day, i send him one sms with about 300 words or more. And today morning, i recieve his sms, he only reply me 3 words. And this 3 words make me laugh. He too navie, he send me "dui bu qi" (sorry). And i still can smile. I send so many words to him and he just reply me with 3 words. haha. I congrats him and her that they are going to marry. I know that he is that type of person which before marriage, he is very very damn flirt, but after marriage, he will only love his wife. Say the truth, i am really very envious her, i wonder how he proposed to her. haha!! Anyway, it is none of my business lerhs. And i told him, we dont sms to each other forever anymore. There is not other reason for us to continue the "friendship". But boy, give me some time to get used not having your contact in my phone, your face in my brain and our memories in my heart. I will remember what you had gave me when we are together. But the memories we had, are hurt. so...
[love a person, make sure dont do anything that make him/her sad!]
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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