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eh .. i am sorry ! i unable to go do project with you all . i think you all shld be very angry with me barhs . I am really sorry ! i know that nowadays , i very unreasonable . but during friday , i tried my very best to change myself . But it seems that you all are still not happy bout me . I know that it is my wrong to sudden change my own character into some other character that sucks . i really hope that we can go back to what we are like in the past . I scare , i really scare that you and me will become like him and me . i dont want our friendship to break so easily , i like the feeling to be with you . it feels so relax telling you all my secrets , feel so conformtable talking to you . feel so happy at that time when i go find him and you accompany me . I already lost him , i dont want to lost you too . I need you , i dont want to experience the feeling of losing someone around me anymore . I need someone to be by my side , someone who can lend me her listening ear . I dont know how to express all this when we are face to face . And i think even if i have the guts to tell you face to face , you will also dont have the time to hear me talk . the moment huiluan reached school , you will talk to her immediately and leave me alone . I dont like that feeling , it makes me think that i am just a useless friend to you . A friend that you can find when nobody is around . PLEASE , dont treat me like this . I think bout this for the whole day today , i know what cause all things to happen . and i really wish that i can make up with you . Can you forgive me for all the sorry things i had done to you ?
will you reply me ?
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AIK HUIEN, 易惠恩
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥

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