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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MYSELF !!
such a boring birthday to me this yr . actually wanna go meet him in angmokio then go woodland meet his friend derhs but then , in the end , i didnt go . cus i had no enough time to go =) i really damn hate this yr derh birthday !!! stupid larhs . i really wanna to meet him derh , i dont want to leave him alone derh , but i had no other choice to chose .
Starts at 17/12/06 , ends at 02/03/07
Last yr 17 dec , i know him because of an accident . He met accident when going to work . before that , i already like him , and my cousin know about it . when i recieve the news from his boss , i am so worried that i burst into tears . and my cousin told me that she got his number , she give it to me , i started to think , should i sms him ??!!?? in the end , i did sms him , and because of that , our story starts ! we keep smsing to each other everyday , even if he came back to work , even if i can see him , but we cant talk to each other face to face . because of my parents and his boss , no one know about this matter except my cousin . he needs to go back to MUAR after a few days , and he went for one week then come back , and that one week for me is like one month . before he came back , he called me from MUAR , i didnt know who is that and i didnt answer . and he sms me , that is why i know his malaysia number . He came back and he treat me very cold , i ask him why he treat me so cold , he say me back , he said it is me who treat him cold first . i swear , i did not ! he said that "someone" said i wanna JIO him , he stupid larhs , he so buaiba , say i wanna JIO him . then another person told him that that "someone" want ask for my number .WTH , how come i dont know bout it ?? stupid larhs , they keep talking craps beside him . and he just gonggong go believe them instead of me . he even ask me izzit i dont love him anymore . arrgh ~ my heartbreak ~~ . before 2007 and that is the last day of 2006 , he send me a message , 曾经拥有的不要忘记，属于自己的不要放弃，辛苦得来得更要珍惜，已经失去的当做回忆，走过的路已成过去。I finally know why he gonna send this message to me lerhs . I promise him , i wont leave him although i know it would be a empty promise . He promise me before too . from the start , people told me not to give in too much , but i just ignored them , i did not listen to them . now , i feel hurt . not just one day hurt , is like forever hurt . hahas =)) after the new yr , i told him before to forget me , but in the end , i still chose not to let go him . if i had let go him that time , i think i will not get that hurt . he dont reply my message until the day i went to 南大 to find him , he then sms me . I really cant sort out what the hell he thinking , he is driving me dead ~ ! Before chinese new yr , he went back to malaysia again . and never be back after new yr . i sms him one day , i ask him when he gonna be back , and that is when i knew he got a girlfriend in malaysia too . actually i not that surprise , i know that he sure got girlfriend derhs . it hurts ! hurts like hell ! he came back last last weeek , and he went back to malaysia last monday . because he need go hospital , he is not feeling well . that is my cousin told me derhs , i was so shock , and at the same time worried , although i and him had no relations lerhs , but i cant just see him went hospital without knowing what is happening right ??!?? and actually just now gonna meet him derhs , but ...
so in the end ,there is still no ending for us although from the start i already know the ending lerhs . hmm , not gonna for another relationship cause i still cant forget him .
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THKS HUILUAN , XUEWEN , TINGRUI , MINGLIN, JESSIE , GERALDINE TOH , LESLIE PEK , JUNWEI AND SHIHUI AND MANY MANY MORE FOR THE PRESENT !! THKS ALOT !
THKS CHARMAINE ANG , FIONA , JESSICA TAN , JERROLD QUEK , CHOO WEN BIN , SHUPING , HUIER , SUFYAN , RUISHENG , LITZUAN , HAIMING , YENANN and many many more for the wishes !! hehes =) love yyous guys !
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HUILUAN : LAOPO , thks arrhs . must takecare too ! lovee ya ! muackxx !
SERENE : you takecare too !! ~
RUISHENG : thks for the wishes . i wanna to work hard in my studies but at the same time i will not force myself to forget him . because i know i cant forget him !!!
TINGRUI : your blog derh song also very nice lehs =)) wahaha , takecare LOADS !
ZHENWEI : hahas =) nevermind , take your time . takecare arhs !
26'MARCH92
ARIES, ♥
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